current feeling: moody. :|
right, back to serious stuffs. i shld just drop a little post down here everyday. lest i forget these memories. my memory's deteriorating, and this blog serve it's purpose- virtual memory keeper.
i love my life now, maybe just a part of it. i love my soft drinks family:
- -tarin
- -ong wei
- -leonard
- -stephanie
- -lydia
thanks to lydia that we have such cute(or shld i say, vulgar) names. haha. although it's kinda lame and like "whatever" , it brings us together. i had fun with these people. and i'm starting to miss my year 1 life. (although i'm still in year 1 now. :x ) We are people who work hard and play hard! :DD
mummy always say, " don't give up the forest for 1 tree". i know, she don't want me to get tied down. i have never felt that way before. but, probably i'm experiencing that right now. it's like, yes i know, i have a boyfriend, so i shld not get in touch with other guy friends anymore. i should be more conservative because i've got a boyf. i shld stop staying out late because i've a boyf. BLAH BLAH BLAH because i have a boyfriend. doesn't that sounds annoying??! i mean like, yeah c'mon, i'm still young! can't i just have fun?! you had bad experiences doesn't mean i will turn out to be the same right.
self reflect: it seems like i'm always obliging to lipton. maybe i should start having my own rights and say, and fun. i've always been trying to be the best girlfriend he could have, and the most understanding girlf. but maybe this time round, it should turn the other way round.
it's not that lipton's not good you see, it's just some complaining and nimblings that i wanna make. cos it's like i've got no one to talk to atm. i feel unfair now. but like what mrs angela chew said: "nothing is fair in this world, even your heart is on the left side. It would be in the middle if things are fair." yeah, so..
and terrence, if you happen to see this, pretend that you didnt read it. cos it's just some unwanted comments and letting steam off. i's not that i'm angry or what, it's just, i feel frustrated. it'll be ok by the time you read this.
meangirls & jiayun, i know you girls will read this. haha, I MISS YOU! LOVE LOVE YOU ALL EVEN MORE MANZXSZX!! hahaha, like what i'm trying to tell terrence, i'm ok. as in like, you know, girls liek to complain, and that doesnt exclude me. HAHA. just that you girls are having exams/school right now, so i cant call to complain to any of you. once i finish complaining, i'll be back to normal. HAHA. I'm starting to bitch. hehs. our boyfs are gonna be okay. haha.
ALRIGHT. i'm done complaining. haha. ohoh, i went to 3MONkEY CAFE ytd. it's damn cool. girls, maybe we should go there for lynn's birthday! :DD and i had a nice meal with tarin&co, and a nice bus ride home w/ steph. (:
ps: i'm gonna grow horizontally if this food exploration continues.
p/ps: i'll really miss eating& hanging out with tarin&co. if this exploration stops.
p/p/ps: i'm contradicting myself. HAHA
p/p/p/ps: I'VE FINALLY UPDATED! :D but, i guess i wont be posting up our unglam pics. get from FB!
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