i almost fainted today. it was damn terrible.. what's wrong with me again?
i knew something wasn't right first thing in the morning when i reached school. i had to ask ryan to walk me down to quadrangle. the moment we were asked to stand up for flag raising, my legs went wobbly and i started to sit down.. seconds later, tears started flowing down profusely for like i dont know why. soon people came and hold me. my limbs were numb all over. i couldnt feel anything at all. thanks to ms lee, mr soon, mdm loke for helping me out. not forgetting ali, momo, jas and those who helped me. i bet u guys must have been scared by me. what's hilarious is that i need 4 teachers to help me. haha. i'm not that heavy la. and i have to sit on the roller chair and teachers push me across the quadrangle. and yea. somehow recovered after lying in the sickbay. yf nd jr came to see me too. haha.


and for my information, what others doesnt know is that it's because of stress that i became like this. must have been last night all that i've been thinking of. all those heartbreaking things. and finally, i've come to a decision. that i've decided to let that night go as if nothing had happened before. you say until you unwillingly brought me home, isn't it? i caused all the unnecessary bothers to you. it's my fault eh? fine. but what's done cant be undone. and there's really nothing happening that night. i'm drunk, forgive me.