STAYING ALIVE IS A BLESSING;

a lady beside me in train was telling her friend:

" out of a whole big group of children, the eldest of them would be around the age of 12. you hardly get to see them living for more than 12 years."

that lady was probably from the hospital, i guess. she was holding on to a profile file. maybe she's some doctor or nurse.

she continued.

"most of them are either with down syndrome, leukaemia and more.. a lot of their parents have no choice but to try their best to get cure for them..."

after hearing this, i suddenly realised how lucky i am to be still healthy and alive. but when i realised my existence is a blessing, i almost got crashed by a bike.

HOW IRONIC.

and, god almost took me away.

i should love myself more, and do what i really want to do.

what if i just popped suddenly?

i don't wanna have any regrets. I shouldn't be afraid of achieving what i wanted, but instead go up front, just do it. There's just too many things for me to achieve, too many things for me not to die young.

i sympathise those kids. and their parents. imagine u, having illness for 12 yrs of ur life, and having bringing ur parents burdens. if i were their child, i'd rather they give me up, and not waste their effort on me as i WILL die.

but then, whre will u ever find parents like that? leaving their child in the lurch. all parents are the same. they care for you more than they care for themselves. So, feel lucky and blessed that you have such caring parents and it's a bliss that whoever of you is reading this, do not have any illness. and i suppose u guys are over 12.

SO, message of the day:

LOVE YOUR LIFE LIKE YOU'VE NVR LOVED IT BEFORE.

esp you youself and your family.

for you may not know that there are actually most unfortunate people than you are.