oh my goodness. to think i was still fooling around in the morning when my BIOLOGICAL AHGONG passed away. ah gong just died suddenly this morning at 0805. so alone at penang, malaysia. there he went. just like this. not even letting us see him for the last time. i am shocked; dumbfounded. tears were held back. so many hours. and now then i receive news tat HE left. my beloved grandfather whom i have not seen for 4 whole years. we had everything planned. to go penang visit him during chinese new year. and now. such thing happen to us. it's almost chinese new year and now like this. tell me, wad shld i do? another year without chinese new year. i am terribly saddened. CHINESE NEW YEAR IS TOTALLY DESTROYED! WHERE IS THE CHINESE NEW YEAR THAT I LOOKED FORWARD TO? WHERE IS THE AH GONG I LOOKED FORWARD TO? THE SMILES, THE MASSAGES AH GONG USED TO GIVE US. WHRE ARE THEY?! I WANT THEM!! I WANT!
ahgong. how could u just leave us like that? when did u have heart attack? and HOW COULD U JUS LEAVE LIKE THAT? forgetting that you still have ur children and grandchildren. but no matter what, you are still my ahgong, our ahgong. may you rest in peace. we'll be sending you off soon.