well, a lot of things happened today. but let me talk abt wad happened yesterday. Yesterday; MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! its christmas today. well, i practically spent half a day out. celebrating christmas at city harvest church, which was held at EXPO hall 8. service 3 hours. the most boring part was the preaching. they wanted us to commit to jesus but of cos i did not. still not prepared to change religion yet. well, went there with minqi, sylvia, yuwen and xiangwei. and so again, me the only junior.started on dieting. ate too much fats and sugar le. too much of carbohydrates also no good. i only ate 2 pieces of bread, an egg. last me a whole day. ate some mashed potato. sweets and chocolates which are, very fattening.sighs. i came back, ate 3 ferrero rocher and so no dinner for me. too much fats. and also nvr exercise. i really regret for eating so much during camp. didnt manage to lose weight. kept wondering, no matter how less i eat, still wont slim down. so regretful.I AM FAT! HATED THE FACT. stupidity came across me. TODAY; had new haircut! so satisfied. well, only ate 4 pieces of french toast, mashed potato and a plate of fried rice. tats all i ate for today. although im still hungey, i still wanna slim down. so too bad. had to sacrifice. hmms.. spent the morning playin com. and chattin all the way. smsing this and tat. den found out tml, 28 and 29 got sec 1 orientation trial for councillors. so informed minqi. and oh ya. went to dl "the myth" soundtrack. it was so so nice. love it. den changed blog music to THE MYTH. loaded into fone too. spent abt 3 hours at the salon. becos my mama perming hair. have to wait very long. den me and mei cut hair. my hair suddenly become short and less. gonna surprise everyone with my new haircut tml. hahas.papa bought PS2 for didi. which means useable by everyone. hahas. had fun playin need for speed. hahas. cant believe holiday is ending so soon. sighs. i wondered what had happened to me. i sweared not to find guys anymore. but soemtimes things are just so unresistable. just like my bikini! oh ya.. must thank nicholas too. thanks for being by my side. when im pms-ing. so sorry to keep u awake until so late at night. shall i make u my next advisor. hahas.

Wishin upon the stars*