today, woke up at 10+. den watched tv eat breakfast. den used com until evening. den fengji called me. today off day so chatted wif me. den can see he very tired la. worked until almost 3am for the past few days.den after tat, made sushi. den keep eating and eating. i guess im gonna grow fat. hahas. it doesnt matter if i grow fat. no one cares. its doenst concern them either. of cos nobody wans this fatty cum shortie. sighs.im unwanted. deserted. standing alone in the middle of the dessert. sighs. changed blog song again.though i might have a good feelin on someone but i dun dare to face it. i dun wanna like someone again. but its just too unpreventable.sighs. ya.. den, watched tv, den started watching 'qian jin bai fen bai' (100% senorita) again.. nice la.. jus finished watchin the first disc.. gheez.. theres still much more to watch. now i dunno wad happened.. maybe he changed his fone num?? i couldn contact him. its like, suddenly disappear from my world. of cos i liked this but im being a bit cruel ba.. we're still friends arent we. i've put the past behind le. tats the reason y im goin single!! oh all right. mic's not in town so i've got no advisors around. so pple, council me. hahas. u noe wad im thinkin rite now? im thinkin of buyin bikinis. hahas. im dreamin again. but i really wanted the black wif violet lining bikini. the one on the showcase of royal sporting house at causeway. im so tempted. although i might not have the perfect body to wear it but im still tempted. i'll go on slimming. hahas. in order to wear tat. im goin bonkers!! ahaha!

wishin upon the stars*