today; changed new blog skin. =). helped my sista create a blog. so proud of myself. hahas. well, spent the whole morning doin blog. den after tat in the afternoon, brought my malaysia aunt and cousin to bugis, meet another cousin. which was the daughter. ya.. den, went to pasta mania eat. tat lunch could be counted as dinner too? i was too bloated to eat dinner. we went to bugis street and to the 'si ma lu'?? the temple there loh.. den walked around. oh my god.. i couldnt stand tat place. ALL CHEAP STUFFS SIA.. too cheap le bah.. bugis street still ok but the temple there.. its like.. worse than parsar malam? $2 de shirt also have.. so cheap! i would be so ashamed to wear if i happen to buy.. no way im gonna buy.. eew.. although im not tat rich but cannot be poor until tat state rite.. a shirt at least 10 bucks? i would buy.. i wouldnt even dare to look at it.. hahas. i sounds too rich.hmms. after tat, went to walk around bugis junction.. after tat, went to the arcade?i guess so.. den play play a while, waste tiem there den head for home. reached home abt 630? ya. den edit blog here and there, stomachache again, go toilet, come out watch tv and all the way till now. actually wanted to go sch buy books de.. but my mama like too tired to go with me. den i drag drag until afternoon. so didnt go. the only time im free is next mon. only in the morning. afternoon havin instrument maintanence until evening. i really want to spend even if its jus a little bit of time i also willing.its like seldom spend time with them loh. holiday also cannot see them so often. i sleeping they come home. i go out they sleeping. is god trying have fun with me? or punishing me for the bad deeds tat i've done. i jus wanted to have some time with my family.. i've only talked to my dad today like only less than 10 sentence? see how pathetic i am?? sighs. pathetic me. if i could have someone, always by my side, accompanying me whenever im down. i've already seldom see my parents, i jus need someone who could care for me more.. pathetic me.

wishin upon the stars*