been realising that i haven been posting. that's true. haven't got much time. an i'm learning to be INDEPENDENT. why? i've realised that i've been to reliant on my friends and teachers. i achieve for wad i've put in. so in order to achieve more, i have to put in more. things will have to change. a new lifestyle, a new environment. i may get EMO at times. but at least i dun result to slashing and cutting myself like as wad was mentioned in the papers days ago. i want to be strong. i want to act strong. i don wan anybody to symphatise me. i don wan anybody to look down on me. for that's ME. ME,ME,ME. looks like i'm getting more emotional&less feelings for anybody. it just seems that people are jus somewhat not involved in mye life of my own. =X