today; went sch for our comitee meeting. clashed with band sectional. so didnt go for band as it was an important meeting. but it ended early so i went back to band. but i broke evey rule of the band. i wore ankle socks, wore watch, green hairband, green rubber band and green earrings. Jezebel was like, oh no. wad to do. she told me to: take out my earrings, hairband and watch. borrowed black rubber band from senior. so she tried to make my rules broked lesser. so now left with my socks. no choice. it was ankle socks. cant be pulled up. went in for briefing. den went to eat lunch at coffee shop? ya. with natalie. den met my seniors they all loh. den after tat waited for minqi mdm, waited for her fren, den go woodlands together. cos they goin woodlands library den i goin home. so we went off together loh. den went home, met my papa downstairs. so went up wif him. den he suddenly gave me 6 bucks. i jus accepted. got extra money who dun wan.. hahas. den when i reached home, whoa! the hse was full of people. my small aunt and big aunt all their family came to my hse. my irritating cousins were here too. so.. i bathed, used com. watched tv all these loh. den keep havin stomachache. den had diarrhea. heehee. now.. its pain-ing again.. dunno wad's gotten into me. dunno if i'll be well enuf for band this sat. my irritating cousin wanted to snatch com with me. but i use lah. den my uncle in-directly shoot me. saying:" at night, the com is booked. will use until very very late so u cannot use. tml morning when the person sleeping den u use. sure can use." i hear already was so pissed oof. i decided to ignore him and continue using. den he told my aunt yesterday, tat i every night use the com chat wif fren. chat until very very late. the fact is, i not chatting. i'm writing in the blog. i'm POSTING! i admit i was online but i didnt talk. i didnt chat! i was innocent. he talked in another language, thinking i could not undertsand. but i understood. I UNDERSTOOD EVERY SINGLE WORD HE SAID! stupid him. i scared ar.. say lah, complain lah, scold lah.. u dare u beat me. i'll accuse u of child abuse. MUAHAHAHA!! oh ya. rachael's gonna give half of a bikini to me as christmas-cum-birthday present. im so happy. she sponsor half den i fork out the other half loh. its 32 bucks. quite ex. but thanks to her im gonna have my first bikini.AHAHA!! FIRST BIKINI!!! but i guess it's not gonna look so nice on me. on rachael would be too perfect. hahas. i'll have to slim down. im too fat. short and fat. who wans?! hahas. no one wans me anyway.. haha. i'll slim down for the sake of MYSELF. not for any other purpose.get it CLEAR. im sho sho excited. hahas. wish me gud luck yeah? hahas. honhey's comin back this sat i guess.. wonder wad did he bring for me.. *keep wondering and wondering.. hahas.

wishin upon the stars*