Oh my goodness. i really cant stand this anymore. i tried to persuade dan back to band but he's persistantly not comin back. this is so saddening for the band. he scold me nvm, but he scolded the band,and everyone else related to the band. he keep blockin my speech and i cant stand him anymore!!!. i tried my best to persuade him to go back but to no avail. i wanted him back not becos i wan to see him or wad, i just feel tat he still has hope in the band, and also will do him good wif those cca pts. but i guess now he dont need this help anymore. he cant appreciate othr's kind act. all he noe now is to play, slp, go around hookin. i don care if he every night have different girl or wad, all i noe was tat he really have no hope le. my heart is totally dead over him. theres no way im liking him again. never EVER! people wan u to be good but u cant appreciate. i really pity ur parents. got such a bad son who dont even care abt his future. sighs.nvm. he go smoke go cheat other girls i don care le. its his own life he's living. i cant force him to do it MY way. sighs. today; band practice from 745 until 6. natalie and me was late. all becos of the band say need to eat brkfast before goin band so went to buy brkfast so tats y we were late. the only person im most afraid was suhaimi sir. he almost scolded me until i cried. but no punishment was carried out today. glad. but next practice sure will resume de. so theres no way we're gonna get out of tat. although band practices might be tough but its all worth it. Leonard agrees wif me too. he's scared tat the band might not have enough people. looks like he cares for the band too. hahas. another same family. today colourguard training was superb. learnt new stroke again. SHIOK! sighs. no matter how much i'll just be wasting my saliver. i rather spend my saliver on others than on tat useless cad. im gonna become a band freako! muahaha. im watchin 100% senorita now.. cant wait for the next band practice. PROUD TO BE A PART OF DEYI BAND! unlike someone.. fcuk off. im piSSED. grrr..